addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
things i am afraid of
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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THINGS I AM AFRAID OF:
putting on weight !!!! terror
not being able to fit into my clothes !!!
looking fat !!!!
delicious food (because i can never control myself and will end up stuffing my face like shit)
failing to do my best
getting injured/ destroying my already destroyed rectus femorises
getting icky painful blisters
pimplesssssss!
getting an asthma attack while running
not being able to move my muscles when i need to
heights
needles
activities that involve balancing and hand-eye coordination
big noisy things that zoom by
being left at training all alone
animals that move (yes that includes you, you mammal)
creepycrawlies (any kind)
small children that run around and scream
old fogeys (esp my grandmother)
violence
vulgarities
mushy disgusting stuff (like mud)
not bathing at least once a day/ after i get sweaty
forgetting to bring sth
bad hair days (and i mean really bad. cos that's when my hair literally explodes)
getting dirty
sweating during times other than training (yup, i hate sweating during PE)
wearing my running shoes out to do anything other than run (they might get dirty or damaged)
no access to the internet/ msn
homework
chemistry
not being able to finish my test papers in time (happens a lot.. due to my inability to write fast)
not being able to understand what the fish the teacher is saying
getting bad GPAs
getting scolded
big people who are powerful
hah okay i think i'm done. maybe i missed out some stuff. but i'm tired now. so now you know what to scare me with if you ever wanted to.
comm service thing seems to be going okay. the woman is really nice. so if you need comm service hours please tag. you must be free on the 21st of Jan 2006. heh. um you get to play with small children... (who are supposedly cute).
just came back from the hospital. there was this really adorable small boy. played with him for 4 whole hours. it's so sad that his parents abused him. and now he has no home so he stays in the hospital. plus, he's deaf. but he's cute. uh and very very energetic. made me carry him everywhere. oh, and he's rather violent (why am i meeting so many violent people nowadays??). he throws stuff everywhere! and when you try to keep it he snatches it away from you and grins -.-" he's very funny though, smiling away like i don't know what. and when he fell off the slide onto the ground, he didn't cry. all he did was LAUGH. i was amazed...
lunch calls...